Crying I cannot believe the world that I see 
Is not for me 
Praying please take me home 
I'm here all alone and slowly I fade 
If you could see my misery 
Would you believe in opacity? 

The hate that burns inside of me, is a furious onslaught 
Caused by reality 
21 long years of pain is more than I can take 
I'm sick and tired of your moral standards 
This world is built on fake 
Cause I can see the truth, behind your every lie 
I swallowed them so many times that I'm almost dead inside 

I'm dreaming away from this world I hate 
I'm building my own religion 
Can't look back cause I'm so afraid that I will end up, just like you 
You might call me suicidal, but I'm not the one to blame 
I hate the way you look at me I'm not a part of this game 
If you could see the truth behind each and every lie 
If you could see the agony I'm building up inside 

Pain is my friend 
Life's just a game 
Take me away from here 

I push away the shades of grey that seem to be my fate 
I replace my joy with agony cause I survive on hate 
I run away from this world of pain I hide inside my mind 
I'm living in the opacity you left me behind 

Heal my wounds. Burn all my sorrow 
Make me smile. After tomorrow 
I hide, in a gloomy state of mind, take a look inside 
And pain is what you'll find 
All alone, and solitude surrounds me it feels like home 
Nothing can hurt me 
Heal my wounds 
Burn all my sorrow 
Make me smile. After tomorrow